Peek-a-Boo!

Sorry I haven't been posting in the past week and a half. School is coming to an end (I don't want it to!!) and we're starting to do major boot camp review for the finals and regents. And also, I've been so exhausted lately that I don't want to be alive anymore and I just curl up and fall asleep in bed. So here are the past days that I've been absent from my blog. I guess you could say that I haven't been completely neglecting my blog because I've been writing them down on paper. I win!

May 21, 2008

Well I survived yet another day of Project Adventure in gym. Today we started off with trust falling from a standing position, with our eyes closed, backwards and forwards. Then we went outside with ten minutes left in the period. Our task was to get across "the river" filled with hippos (so we couldn't touch the water) and there were Pigmy's chasing us that want to capture and kill us (so we had to hurry). There were two plastic jump ropes on the ground that marked where the edges of the river were. There was also a rope that hung directly in the middle of the "river" about a half foot off the ground with a loop at the end and knots about three quarters of a foot apart all the way up the rope. We had to get every person across without a single person touching the "water". (If someone touched the water, everyone had to go back to the starting side and those who've already gone across couldn't go again until everyone else tried.) We didn't do too well in the eight minutes we attempted and we're going to have to try again on Friday (which is Senior cut day, so there goes some of the key people in our class). Also, I "took one for the team" because, as I went across the rope, the plastic tape on it cut my leg, so now I have a nice long cut on my right calf that will most likely scar because I scar easily. Oh well, at least it was for a good cause?

May 22, 2008

So today I started off on the wrong foot. I slept in until 6:40 (and my bus come at 6:42). I've been tired all day. My stomach is cramping up. Very inconvenient "happenings" happened this morning. Last night wasn't so good either. "Someone" who always lies, decided to stick their nose into everything again. Jess even brought up a good point: Everything that happens, usually revolves around this person. All forms of gossip, all rumors, all accusations, all of everything. Whatever it may be, it'll somehow trail back to them.
Also, I heard a different kind of gossip after track yesterday and at first I didn't care. But then I saw the person, that this gossip was about, come online and my heart dropped and spun around a couple times. And then I slept on it, and when I saw them in school, the same thing happened, my heart decided that it was this limber acrobat and it did some flips and twists and turns. I lover how I didn't really, really care until I heard this "news". Oh well, I'll get over it and mover on. I tend to be good at that now-a-days.
- I was going to relate to some lyrics in a couple songs, but I didn't write them down so I don't remember what they were, sorry. -
Why am I in such a loserish mood? Well, here are some reasons:
1) I'm not happy with someone who is always around me.
2) I'm also not happy with myself and some decisions I've made recently (nothing major, just small decisions).
3) Boys.
4) Being a girl.
5) Fatigue.
6) I'm seriously confused because of a certain indecisive individual.
7)Allergies.
8) (I stopped here, and I don't remember everything that was bugging me that day, but it looks like enough now. haha)

May 23, 2008

Okay, so those were the last two days of me venting and doing the usual. And as for today? Well, so far it's been pretty much uneventful. Last night, I fell asleep with my clothes (under armor, sports bra, spandex, shorts, and sweatpants) on, my shoes on, my contacts still in, and my lights still on. Oh and I didn't take my makeup off and my alarms not set. So I fell asleep at 7:30, I just passed out. Then at around 1:40am, I heard someone come in my room and turn off my lights and shut my door. (Now I kind of wish that they had woken my up to tell me to get changes and set my alarms.) The next time I woke up was 7:59 am. That means I had twelve and a half hours of sleep. Some may say that's awesome. But let me tell you how tired I was all day. So anyway, I woke up at 8:00am this morning and went upstairs to tell my mom. She got mad and told me that she'll take me to school when she's ready to leave. She was ready to leave at 10:30. So I got to school at the end of my lunch period and they had stopped serving lunch by then. (But that's okay, because I at an orange right before we left.) So today I only had four full periods and now I'm sitting here, before track, writing in Jess's notebook.
So, it sounded like I had a lousy day, but really, it wasn't so bad. - Ends abruptly. -

May 28, 2008

So I really should be reading but instead I'm writing a blog with a sharpie marker.
Today went by quickly. I woke up, showered, wore a pretty shirt, went to school and did school things, then I got pulled out of ninth period early. Apparently we had to rush to Connetquot for divisionals in track. So I ran to my locker and then got on the bus. But, go figure, silly me forgot to go to the locker rooms to get my actual track stuff. So I got on the bus, fell asleep listening to Elton John, the when we got there, I realized I was missing way too many items; My track shoes, socks, a bra, a tee-shirt, my spikes (just in case), and my spandex. Yea, you kinda need all of those things to actually participate in rack. (I guess I should explain and put it out there that I was wearing a shirt that had almost a built in bra. So that's why I wasn't wearing a bra. In case you were wondering.) But it all turned out okay because I didn't have to run. So I colored, slept, did chemistry homework, read some of the book, 1984, that I should be reading right now, I got kicked in the head, at a hamburger, cheered some people, ran away from a spider that was on Jess, rolled on a rock and bruised my hip, oh! and I was very uncomfortable in the... lack of undergarments I had (or didn't have). So yea, I guess I'll let you decide and use your imagination about how my experience after school was.
After divisionals were over, we left to go to McDonald's. I was extremely uncomfortable in the outfit I was wearing, so I changed, and then Jess changed after me. When she went into the bathroom to change, I went on the line to buy fries and a drink to tide my over until we got home. After she left he bathroom, she forgot her phone on the sink. When we say back down at out table, (Behind the pole.) she realized that she left her phone and went to go get it.
Apparently, someone decided that they wanted a cell phone for an hour (because she called and had her mom shut it down) and they stole it. (Sorry if this brings back bad memories Jessica.) And it was stolen, but I don't really feel like going into details again after repeating it several times last night.
Let's see, I guess I'll just leave it at that for now. I'm running out of things to talk about. And this sharpie is kind of getting to my head. And I'm kind of tired of thinking now.